feelings

it will never be the same again but i hope it will be better than before as time flows in. i am still as stubborn as before, lazy as before, crazy as before and i will try but no promises what it will be like, how much i can do as i am HUMAN. i am just glad the 1st hurdle is over and i wish there will be no need for me to jump anymore hurdles and hope the road is smoother... i have to stay positive and i seriuosly have a very busy September and i should enjoy myself to the max! i will be away from Wed at mums till Sunday. planning lunch with mum on her special day, sesame street on the weekend and more in the coming weeks! i want to be happy. i need to be happy for my baby R! she is such a cheeky little one who can say "fart" to make me laugh and cry at the same time.... how come she knows how to say FART? haha becos i call her little fart sometimes... not that she farts all the time but she is sure sweaty and smelly when she is in the heat! what have i done to my gal? nothing bad cos my gal has very strong sense of humour! almost forgot i have a date with dap tomolo and what can i ask for on a tuesday with dap? i need to see her so badly, to chill out with her, to explore with her, to have some peace time with my dear fren! feeling so much better oredi!