i dun understand WHY!

I dun understand since yesterday. WHY. WHY? WHY!

i dun understand how people can be so self-fish. care for themselves and do what they want and never bother if it affect the ones who care for them. i was disgusted. do what you want and when things go wrong, everyone is being looked at for  being rude not jus the person in action. dun understand why when it come to others its always no prob, go for events sure ok but when i try to plan something and its early, its been questioned. if i am the one doing it and i get bombarded? am i that an EX gal? yes and no i would say. i know my limits and if i dun plan, no one would and when its executed, no thanks fine but i really dun need to be snubbed. i can be self fish too.. i think i need to be sometimes. why share so much and gana stabbed behind. i want to share and i jus hope people will come along and be happy about it. all i say is dun say i never asked.