ironic song that i sing everyday

I have been playing a children CD to baby r whenever we are in our room in the afternoon. she loves the upbeat, fast tracks and i know how to sing the songs in this cd. one of the song i like to sing to baby r, sounds most ironic to me right now bcos these few days has been a torture and i really dun feel like doing anything. but this song pushed me to keep moving....

CHANGE. this is the title. the lycris goes " Changes, changes everywhere, but if you sit and stare, it stays the same, it same the SAME, e ya e ya, e ya e ya, CHANGE!"

faced with changes ahead, June is going to be different, not as it was planned out to be, for good for bad, we have both side of the coin... becos of the changes ahead, it affects whats in progress now.... i am awake now as i have to make CHANGES. i have finished the invites but yet to print. its all fated. suppose to send it out for print but i had to collect my payment and "bad" news came in that i needed to change to the date. i would have screamed if i had printed it out and started sending the invites. but since i knew the changes, alot of people who i ordered stuff from need to know about the dates.... but right now thou i am changing the dates on the invites that would take forever for my slow lappy to do.... the venue management has yet to confirm if the place is available for party.

but like the song sings..... i cannot sit and stare...cos my file which i reluctantly opened since yesterday stayed the same till this morning when i on my lappy again.... yet to do the changes. waiting for the file to react to what i command it to do and i took the chance to let it out.... in due, i would be releasing all thats bottled up now.... i need to be strong. i need to be more positive. i need to go back to my freehand file and do the changes!

Dear Baby R, please keep your feet under the warm woolly blanky which i love to be under right now! i am sitting at the com, with the cold air blasting behind my back, doing the changes on your bdae invites! i have gone back to the bed to check on you and i covered your feet for the third time! your feet is frozen cold! daddy is right now in the living room after his cold shower, working on his lappy too. We love you and we are both working hard in our own ways, hoping to make everyday a good day for you! sleep for awhile more so that mummy can finish the invites and make you breakfast! hope we get a reply soon for venue confirmation. A long day ahead and i hope you wake up to give us your warmest smile! thats the best part of our day!