yes i am. if i dun care, i wot bother. i was told not to care too much. ok i got the message. sadly yes i dun know how to control myself. i say what i want and since i am asked not to, i won't say a word then. sadly, when i am needed, i am asked of my service, i will do it cos i want to help but sadly till today its useless to ask of people as not everyone feels the same. they feel they dun need to help. why help. that question is not even in their brains cos THERE IS NO NEED TO HELP. sadly this is true. i must learn not to help these selfish people too. i do what i need to and i wot extend any further help cos they need to learn a lesson. they dun learn, they dun earn what is needed. nothing is more important than themselves! how much have they ever contribute? NOTHING! everything is fallen back on their elders. shame. i have to learn to let go as we really are different. no respect is given. they can be full of themselves, hide in their comfort zone and not give back... complains yes... cos i am saddened and its not the first time. i really think sometimes rules are rules, why can't it be followed? shame again as messed up alittle can lead to many reactions. i am rather disgusted.
i jus need a break.
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